house work

If there is one thing that I am not good at it is house cleaning. I hate this job. I am home all day with the kids and so this should be no big deal, but for me it is terrible. I will get the house clean and then something will happen and I will just not worry about it again. When this happens it gets to the point where it just seem over whelming. And I beat myself up because I know that if I had only kept up on it from the beginning than it wouldn't be so much work to try and catch back up. This is the cycle that my life goes through. I hate it and one of these days I am going to break the cycle. I just hope it is sooner rather than later. i really would like for my kids to grow up feeling like a clean house is the norm and not when only when we are expecting company.